carliechii: I just want to say that I love all of your videos (vlogs and singing!) and I think you're such an inspiring person! You're so cool and part of me wishes I could meet you! (maybe one day lol) Love your photography and your voice is very unique and special; I love listening to you sing! Btw, hair is totally rad! Take care! <3

Aww thank you so much!! This actually made me smile c: I hope you don’t mind that I’ve published it💕

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He cheated. He lied. I don&#8217;t even know what to think or believe or anything anymore. I&#8217;m being told so many different things. I wasn&#8217;t good enough. My attention and love and adoration wasn&#8217;t good enough&#8230;
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I feel so alone and stuck inside my own mind.
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So damn true
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It hurts so much.
I didn’t think it was possible to feel this low and cry this much.

All I know is that I want to die.
I want to die soon.
I can’t handle all the petty bullshit surrounded by this that you’re creating just to get to me because you know it makes me feel worse.
I can’t handle being inside my own mind.
I hate everything. I hate all of this. I hate myself, but not you and I don’t fucking know why!!
Fuck everything I just want to die already. I truly do.
I can’t take anymore of anything.

I didn’t know my head and my face could hurt this much from crying.
My cheeks are literally swollen.
I’ve never hurt this much emotionally in my entire life, and I don’t think I’ve ever cried this much or wanted to badly to die.
I can’t stand this.


Of all people I wish you still cared.

why me?

I honestly just hope I die in my sleep.

I’m not asking or looking for pity or for anyone to feel bad or anything, this is how I feel and nothing will change it. I’m sorry.

Can I please just die already? I have absolutely no reason to exist. I have no one. I have no one here. Everything hurts so fucking much. I really wish I had the guts to kill myself. I don’t want to be here anymore.